Well.... Life sucks

I know probably no one is gonna read this but those of you who do..... this blog is gonna be my personal feelings, and it's going to be a place for me to go and vent when I am angry or depressed, today is a vent about my depression. For the last 6 years i have been in love with this one girl, not gonna give any names cause it's rude and whatnot but anyway I have been in a relationship with said girl for about 3 years on and off and a little over 1 year straight this last time..... and recently she decided she wanted to be just friends and at first I was upset about it and whatever, but more recently I have to come to realize that I would prefer to be my friend then nothing so I told her that just yesterday. And then this morning I wake up to find a text saying she does not want to even be friends. It just tore my heart apart when I saw that text..... Well I guess that's about it for now.....